LYRICS
Pretty
I hurt myself to see if i can feel
sometimes the pain is everything thats real
madness the hands that hold me
tight round my neck
my darkest thoughts control me
this sinking wreck
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dont say i'm beautifal
if thats what you see
you cant see me at all
i'm not evem
pretty
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i loose myself
here in the dark at night
an open page my stage and my spot light
in dreams i find the perfect place to be
everythings clear
there life makes sense to me
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colour me only in grey or black
i'll kiss you before i stab you in the back
take your hand lead you straight to the top
from behind push you and laugh
as you drop
dont say i'm beautifal if thats what you see
you cant see me at all
i'm not even pretty
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Passion
You used to sing to me at midnight
all alone with just the darkness of my room
to hold me tight and take away the missery that every day would bring
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and your words would calm and haunt me
melodies sung with an angels voice and tunes to melt away
the misery that everyday would bring
sweatly you'd sing to me
in a voice almost whispering
tell me the storys of
every love you'd had right from the start
and how the passion
always broke your heart
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you used to sing to me at midnight
seranade me with the words to melt my heart
and take away the misery that everyday would bring
and i could'nt help but love you
hold you in my arms and gently take away the missery that everyday would bring
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sweetly you'd sing to me
in a voice almost whispering
tell me the story of
every love you had right from the start
and how the passion always broke your heart
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but if its over now
tell me and i'll go
i'm tired of holding on
my finger tips have bled and if the love is dead then whats my choice
i'm only sitting waiting for your voice
sweetly you'd sing to me
in a voice almost whispering
tell me the story of
every love you had right from the start
and how the passion always broke your heart.
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Across the years
Across the years across the miles
taking tears and making smiles
so alone in every key
so alone and so empty
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hold me unfold me bite at my lips
fondle me slowly with your fingertips
haunt me and taunt me
claw at my pain
use me and bruise me
run through my brain
wrap me and carry me home to your bed
stroll through the secrets
i hide in my head
need me and bleed me
vent all my fears
feed on my hunger
and drink all my fears and if you love me tell me how
if you need me tell me now
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fill my night and fill my mind
love the very special kind
when no one else can see me
you alone can free me
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hold me unfold me bite at my neck
prick me and lick me and never forget
lace me and chace me
breath me to life
shut me and cut me with your switch blade knife
prod me and poke me to see if i bleed
stack me unpack me and fill every need
kiss me and miss me when we say goodbye
rock me so slowly to your lulabye
and if you love me tell me how
if you need me tell me how.
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This was my Life
I haven't written anything
for such a long time now
words don't seem to matter anymore
the sun will just keep rising
and the years will scream and howl
until the angels knock upon my door
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everyday I see a new sad line upon my face
agony has always left a scar
thank god for memory's
there so hard to replace
I'm crawling now but I have walked so far
thank god for youth
I sucked on it till all the juice was gone
thank god for truth
its all that I have left to hang my soul upon
thank god for you
the someone's who allowed my heart to love
it's bin a life so hard sometimes
but one that I am so proud of
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I haven't felt loves passion
for such a long time now
the tenderness is lost somewhere in time
my eyes still see the beauty
I imagine every kiss
and everyday I'm looking for a sign
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thank god for life
it took me by the hand and lead me through the storm
thank god for pain
it cut me like a knife but every damming blow just made me strong
thank god for time
everyday was more than wonderful
this was my life
and I wouldn't change one single thing at all
it was my life
and I wouldn't change one single thing at all.
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