LYRICS

Pretty

I hurt myself to see if i can feel

sometimes the pain is everything thats real

madness the hands that hold me 

tight round my neck

my darkest thoughts control me 

this sinking wreck

dont say i'm beautifal

if thats what you see 

you cant see me at all 

i'm not evem

pretty

i loose myself

here in the dark at night

an open page my stage and my spot light

in dreams i find the perfect place to be

everythings clear

there life makes sense to me

colour me only in grey or black

i'll kiss you before i stab you in the back

take your hand lead you straight to the top

from behind push you and laugh 

as you drop

dont say i'm beautifal if thats what you see 

you cant see me at all

i'm not even pretty

Passion

You used to sing to me at midnight

all alone with just the darkness of my room

to hold me tight and take away the missery that every day would bring

and your words would calm and haunt me

melodies sung with an angels voice and tunes to melt away

the misery that everyday would bring

sweatly you'd sing to me

in a voice almost whispering

tell me the storys of 

every love you'd had right from the start

and how the passion 

always broke your heart

you used to sing to me at midnight

seranade me with the words to melt my heart

and take away the misery that everyday would bring

and i could'nt help but love you

hold you in my arms and gently take away the missery that everyday would bring

sweetly you'd sing to me 

in a voice almost whispering

tell me the story of 

every love you had right from the start

and how the passion always broke your heart

but if its over now

tell me and i'll go

i'm tired of holding on 

my finger tips have bled and if the love is dead then whats my choice

i'm only sitting waiting for your voice

 

sweetly you'd sing to me 

in a voice almost whispering

tell me the story of 

every love you had right from the start

and how the passion always broke your heart.

Across the years

Across the years across the miles

taking tears and making smiles

so alone in every key

so alone and so empty

hold me unfold me bite at my lips

fondle me slowly with your fingertips

haunt me and taunt me

claw at my pain

use me and bruise me

run through my brain

wrap me and carry me home to your bed

stroll through the secrets 

i hide in my head

need me and bleed me

vent all my fears

feed on my hunger

and drink all my fears and if you love me tell me how

if you need me tell me now

fill my night and fill my mind

love the very special kind

when no one else can see me

you alone can free me

hold me unfold me bite at my neck

prick me and lick me and never forget

lace me and chace me 

breath me to life

shut me and cut me with your switch blade knife

prod me and poke me to see if i bleed

stack me unpack me and fill every need

kiss me and miss me when we say goodbye

rock me so slowly to your lulabye

and if you love me tell me how

if you need me tell me how.

This was my Life

I haven't written anything

for such a long time now

words don't seem to matter anymore

the sun will just keep rising

and the years will scream and howl

until the angels knock upon my door

everyday I see a new sad line upon my face

agony has always left a scar

thank god for memory's

there so hard to replace

I'm crawling now but I have walked so far

thank god for youth

I sucked on it till all the juice was gone

thank god for truth

its all that I have left to hang my soul upon

thank god for you

the someone's who allowed my heart to love

it's bin a life so hard sometimes 

but one that I am so proud of

I haven't felt loves passion 

for such a long time now

the tenderness is lost somewhere in time

my eyes still see the beauty

I imagine every kiss

and everyday I'm looking for a sign

thank god for life

it took me by the hand and lead me through the storm

thank god for pain

it cut me like a knife but every damming blow just made me strong

thank god for time

everyday was more than wonderful

this was my life

and I wouldn't change one single thing at all

it was my life

and I wouldn't change one single thing at all.

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